SENANG VS SUSAH

Assalamualaikum, 

how is it everyone? Hope everyone is doing fine with Allah's guidance and protection. it's been a long while i'm not updating any post. bianhe. Gomennasai :(

I've been so busy with my studies, and i didn't even have time for my own self.

rabu lepas, saje scrolled down timeline instagram tetiba ternampak post ni.

SENTAP hoiii!

mungkin sesetengah orang nampak macam kasar dengan cara penyampaian dia.

tapi pada pendapat aku, okey je. sebab sometimes, manusia ini kalau terlalu berlembut-lembut kadang-kadang tak sampai, tak tertusuk dekat hati. pada pendapat aku la. No offense.

Honestly, bila baca post sakinah ini buat aku tersentap, rasa nak nangis.

Rasa banyak sangat kekurangan diri T__T

Yes, it is the HARDEST battle ever.

to choose which way should we go.

between desires and rights.

sometimes, we tend to choose the way that we like, not the way that is the best for us.We choose to do what is easy to deal with, instead of choosing the rough way. Just because, we are afraid to face it.

To totally change, and do the right thing.

Fight with our own thinking and desires.

It is HARD, we could possibly slip and give up in the half way.

But we have to stay and keep strong.

Teringat masa Seminar Baitul Muslim yang lepas, Ustaz Pahrol Juoi cerita pasal para sahabat, apabila Allah uji dengan kesenangan mereka akan gelisah. Namun apabila diuji dengan kesusahan mereka akan tenang. Kerana disaat sukar itu, kita akan betul-betul berusaha untuk dekat dengan Allah. Totally depend on Him.

Secara jujurnya, aku rasa berat sangat nak tulis post ini. tak tahu kenapa.

Rasa tak layak. Sebab diri ini terlalu banyak kekurangan.

Takut, gusar setiap perkataan yang ditulis ini Allah redha ke tidak.

setiap perkataan dan percakapan akan disoal di hari akhirat kelak.

Honestly, blank. Nervous.

I am still struggling to improve myself.

Berperang dengan diri sendiri umpama berperang di medan perang.

macam sakinah cakap, peperangan minda.

and actually peperangan minda ini JAUH lebih susah dari berperang menggunakan senjata. dan remaja kini, sedang berhadapan dengan peperangan minda yang seandainya mereka salah membuat pilihan, mereka akan jatuh tersungkur di lembah kegelapan.

antara ujian berat yang terpaksa dihadapi oleh para sahabat yang awal adalah mereka terpaksa memilih diantara keluarga atau Islam. Diantaranya, kisah yang memilukan hati diantara Sa'ad dan ibunya yang akhirnya ibunya terpaksa akur, mengalah dan mengerti pendirian Sa'ad.

I know, i have to face all of this through. Battling in my own way. Berusaha untuk diri sendiri. Push to the limit. Fight until the end. Sometimes, kita kena pilih antara keluarga, kawan, majlis ilmu, keseronokan dan masa depan. That is the HARDEST thing for me to DECIDE.

Terpaksa lupakan kehendak dan keinginan diri nak bersenang lenang duduk rumah without doing anything, relax. But i can't. I just can't. Untuk kejar sesuatu yang lebih baik. InshaAllah. 

Dan ketika saat sukar itulah, serahkan segalanya kepada Allah.

Istikharahlah. Allah janji, takkan rugi orang yang beristikharah.

Powerful Zikir that all of us need to recite whenever we have difficulties.

Segala kekuatan dan daya adalah dengan pertolongan Allah :)

He will help us. Yakin. Believe.

Every tears, pains, palpitations, suffers will be paid off.

Just hold on.

I'm not perfect. Nobody is perfect.

Setiap orang mesti ada sesuatu yang dia perjuangkan.

Cuma bertahan sehabis baik untuk berjuang di dunia ini. InshaAllah, setiap apa yang kita perjuangkan di dunia ini akan diganti dengan keindahan di hari akhirat kelak. Dan setiap perjuangan itu haruslah diiringi dengan ilmu dan amal. Jadi jom persiapkan diri dengan perbanyakkan amal dan ilmu akhirat dan duniawi. :)

JADI MUSLIM YANG BERKUALITI, DAN BERILMU JOM! IT'S TIME TO WAKE UP AND MAKE A CHANGE :)

Wanna change your life? NOW IS THE TIME. 

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Twins of Faith 2013 Part II

Bismillah.

Assalamualaikum everybody. as i promised i will continue with the part II.

without further a due, so let's!

Day 2

sorry, i missed the part Q & A session and Sheikh Daood Butt.

so will jumped into 

The Prophet's Wives by Sheikh Alaa Elsayed

Sheikh Alaa said, Prophet's wives are just like our mother. Women you're daughter of Khadijah. don't be fool. Be proud of yourself and that's why we need to respect them. two story of Prophet's wives that we often hear is Saidatina Khadijah & Saidatina Aisyah r.a. and what's great about them? Let's learn.

She is not just a wife, a mother, a best friend but everything to our Prophet Muhammad s.a.w

she NEVER raised her voice to Prophet Muhammad.

she serve our Prophet Muhammad like a KING.

she support Rasulullah, pick up food for him and NEVER complain eventhough she need to sacrifice all  of her wealth for the sake of Allah.

when our Prophet Muhammad was down, she comforts him and help him. she listed down all the good deeds that he has done. Allahu.

and Rasulullah is the best husband to his wife. He helped do the chores! he feed the goats, help do the chores. but nowadays, we often see chores = wife! ( so brothers please take note!) help your wife to do the chores because Rasulullah also did it :)

the best love story 

Rasulullah always play around with his family except prayer times. He declare his love to his wife.

again, brothers please take note!

haha. declare your love to your wife. 

why did Rasulullah did that? Because he knows woman is emotionally based =)

"The best of man is the best to his wife" - Prophet Muhammad s.a.w.

and what's great about Khadijah, Allah send Jibrail a.s to send salutation to Khadijah. Allah mention her name. Allahu Akbar. and the sheikh asked, who is here among us can guaranteed Allah will mention her name to His angels for being good & solehah to his husband? *sentap*

tapi tak kurang hebat juga Saidatina Aisyah r.a.

the youngest  among Prophet Muhammad's wife. Rasulullah loves her so much but Saidatina Aisyah jealous with Saidatina Khadijah even when Khadijah passed away. *how great Rasulullah loves towards Khadijah* Rasulullah gave nick name to Aisyah. who knows? angkat tangan!

HUMAIRA'

and then the sheikh asked all husband to give nickname to their wives but not tata titi tutu. HAHA.

The Road to AlKhauthar : Sheikh AR MrCarthy

"What did you do to prepare for that day?"

The path is clear.
Nobody will go astray except the one who destroy it!

what is the challenges?

sorry if not really clear.

 THE MAP TO JANNAH

Quran & Sunnah. it comes together.

when you reflect and follow Quran & Sunnah --> it becomes clearer.

the best weapon for not going astray :

• follow the Sunnah as like the way of Sahabats
• Put the importance to follow the Sunnah
• Stay away from bid'ah

Mothers of Believers ( workshop) by Sis Tasneem Ghauri 

honestly, i really love this session. more reason to love your mom infinity and preparing yourself to become a good mother, inshaAllah :') and Wallahi i learn a lot, not to raise children but how to improve yourself.

so, the workshop started with discussion on below topic;

Sister Tasneem asked the attendees to share their thoughts on this topic.
and somehow, we learn a lot and some of them shares the sad stories of them.
and honestly, most of us were crying. may Allah bless them all.

Mothers don't be boast as Allah mentions mother, mother, mother, and comes father.
that's mean YOUR COMMITMENT, RESPONSIBILITIES, HARDSHIPS are THREE times BIGGER

HONOURS come with price.
once you're a mother. There is NO TURNING BACK.

what you have to do is trying to be the best you could ever be as the children will try to be as you are. they will imitate to be like you. and that is the moment you will discover who you really are.

Be strong. Mothers need to prepare for the WORST

whatever Allah has created, He created it in balance.
HARDSHIPS and ENJOYMENT

Sister Tasneem once said, I am not raising a daughter. but I am raising someone else's mother.
The character of your children starts from zero year old.

" You can't give your children what you don't have. You can't teach your children what you aren't"

if you want your children to be like Aisyah, Khadijah, and etc be like one then.
your children wanted to do what they see MORE than what you say.

when you face your children, it was like you're facing your own self.
your children is a REFLECTION of you.
what ever qualities that you have either positive or negative, definitely the children will have.

Parenting is not about the kids, but it's about WHO YOU ARE.
improve yourself. it's okey if your children correcting your mistakes.
and each of your children will bring you different challenges.

listing down your best & worst qualities










for those who have maid, it depends on your intention.
if your intention is just to do the house chores to improve yourself better to serve the children better.
BUT if you're outsourcing the role, you're outsourcing the REWARD

have affection to your children. do house chores in front of them, this will make them to appreciate you more.

Sheikh Eyyad Shukri - Muadzin Masjid Nabawi, Madinah

i couldn't say even a word. Allahu Akbar. i feel so blessed.

Thank you Allah for allowing me to hear azan Madinah live. Alhamdulillah :')

Sheikh Eyyad Shukri gave azan for Asar & maghrib.

during his lecture, in between. he asked us, How much do you love Rasulullah as compared to your loves one in this dunya?? * hard slapped on my face*

we often said, Ya Rasulullah we love you. but when thinking back about this, little did i realize we tend to love our family, parents, siblings, friends and etc more. Allahu.

No one is a true believer until they love Rasulullah more than anyone else in this dunya.

Loving Rasulullah by  learn about how is his living, learn about Madinah.

Madinah is a place full with blessings, surrounded by angels, protected by Allah.

Be careful, learn the religion & PRESERVE your DEEN.

Prophet's Trials by Sheikh Assim Al-Hakeem

It is a part of Islam that everyone will be tested to be prove whether we are deserve for Jannah or not.

Prophet Muhammad was being tested with his father passed away when he was still in his mother's womb, when he was six years old, Allah took away his mother. then, his grandfather passed away and also his uncle. Allah took all the people around Muhammad, so that he will only be connected to Allah.

He grew up as poor man, but he is known as trustworthy and honest.

Allah chose him to be His messenger. Trials after trials came. The moment Prophet Muhammad was giving dakwah; his daughters were being divorced, his uncle labelled him as a liar. whenever people see him, they choke him, spitted on him. Fatimah r.a., one of his daughter shout to the people for hurting/cursing her father. 13 years in Makkah, Prophet Muhammad was suffering; people were trying to bring him down, torturing him. even when he was delivering dakwah calling for Islam at bukit Thaif, he has been thrown by stone until his feet was bleeding. people were ridicule him, making fun of him. But Prophet Muhammad stay strong because his mission is FOR ALLAH.

not even that, all of Rasulullah's children were died except Fatimah r.a., the eyes shed tears, his heart sadden but he accepted what Allah has tested him. He stand up for night prayers until his feet become swollen, he slept on a rough bed although Jannah is guaranteed for him but still he stand up for night prayers every night to express his syukur. what about us?  Allahu Akbar.

He said all my ummah will be in Jannah. but imagined if our Prophet Muhammad is in front of us now, will he accept us as his ummah? T__T

what did we do; the deeds that we do as in return to justify all of his sufferings? he suffered for years to ensure Islam reach us and we enjoy Islam. *nangis*

Living the Quran by Sheikh Tawfique Chowdury

  Sheikh Tawfique started his lecture with questions; " How many of us are really connected to the Quran? How many of us believes that Quran is the word from Allah?"

every single questions that playing on our head have the answers in the Quran. seek for it!

every single thing that Prophet Muhammad did is in the Quran. *subhanAllah*

Quran contained every single thing that we need. Be patient when people disbelieving you, hating you.

Be patient on doing the command from your Lord, Allah azzawajalla.

Make the Quran be a part of your life. Make things easy don't make it hard. recite something easy.

Go back to the Quran, and make it alive.

Prophet Muhammad always maintained his character, he always find ways to be better. when he gave back, he gave with BIGGER GIFTS. whenever he came to one man's family, he will be nice & kind to them. He puts three stones on his tummy when he was hungry, to straighten his back. Indeed, this dunya is nothing. He gave what ever he had to charity.

IS ALLAH IS NOT ENOUGH FOR HIS SLAVES?

one thing that made me burst into tears, when i heard the story of how is our Prophet Muhammad's wafat.

he was being killed by Bani Israel. they poisoned him. Allahu Akbar. *nangis*

even, until the end of his breath, he said Ummati, Ummati.

on the Day of Judgement, he will give syafaat to his ummah who make du'a for him, give salam to him.

He will just put in to our good deeds.

He love each of His ummah. how about us? does we love our Prophet Muhammad?

*nangis*

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wallahi, the more i learn about the seerah, the more i don't know.

honestly, i don't want to leave the hall when it was over. the gathering was full of blessings, knowledge, and inspiring stories. it touched my heart from the start, and made me burst into tears and made me realize how small I am as compared to others. Thank you to all the masyaikh( sheikhs) for your amazing, touching and yet inspiring lectures. may Allah increase them to the higher decree, forgive all of their sins, and grant them Jannah. ameen :')

Imam Masjid al-Aqsa was giving his speech

i was crying again when i heard about the history of Palestine, Masjid Al-Aqsa and BaitulMaqdis.
may Allah protect Masjid Al-Aqsa until the day of Judgement. ameen :')

be strong my dear Palestinians' brothers and sisters. please, don't stop make du'a for them.

Gain knowledge. it's Sunnah! =)

SMILE. It's SUNNAH :)

nadhirah, kak yana, and me

Thank you kak yana for accompanying me to ToF2013.
may Allah bless our knowledge, and made this event as a turning point for us  to be a better muslimah.
Let's work on our dreams *mohon doa semua orang*

may Allah guide our hearts to the righteous path, protect from any harms, and give strength for any challenges that may come, and strengthen our ukhuwah. Let's fight and struggle towards Jannah together. ameen :')

Twins of Faith 2013 Part 1

Bismillah

Assalamualaikum semua, okey i will straight to the point.

ramai sangat orang text, cakap, mintak share the knowledge that i gained during Twins of Faith. Honestly, it is a lot. sampai aku sendiri tak tahu nak start kat mana -.-

ingat nak pilih yang mana yang bagi impak kat diri sendiri. tapi ada orang cakap, just do it part by part.

rasa macam satu beban yang berat kat bahu. haha. 

may Allah bless & guide my sharing :')

Day 1 

The Sunnah The Better by Sheikh Alaa ElSayed

He started his lecture by asking us to imagine that ourselves being dead, and definitely asking Allah to give us another chance to go back in this dunya, and fix what we have done wrong. and why did he did that? it's because we have granted with that wish. sometimes, we take life for granted. we are here still living, still breathing. we must value every single opportunity that has been given to us. 

and he asked ;

it was a hard slapped on my face T__T

BE HONEST TO YOURSELF

HOW MUCH THAT YOU PAY ON THAT DAY; THE DAY OF JUDGEMENT

2 conditions of your deeds to be accepted;

• do not procrastinate (don't delay)
• do right deeds by following the Quran & Sunnah 

don't do things to please the people, BUT do it to please ALLAH

and he said to us, YOU HAVE TO CHANGE

don't walk out from this hall the same way as when you walked in!

the key to love ALLAH : Follow Rasulullah s.a.w.

(do the things that Rasulullah & his companions love to do)

we often said, oh it's sunnah.it's okey for not to do it. But his companions the Sahabahs take it as an obligation. Allahu T__T

on the day of judgement, the shaytan will say; " DON'T BLAME ME. BLAME YOURSELF!"

punch in JANNAH into your GPS ; and you will find Quran and Sunnah is the direction 

everybody have smartphones, don't walk out from this hall until you download
 sunnah & quran apps in your phone.

but Alhamdulillah, we found a book that sheikh mentioned it. Alhamdulillah :)

so, he ends up his lecture by asking us to eat the way Rasulullah eat, walk the same way he walk,talk the same way he talk.

this dunya, our life is the place where you're collecting things, collecting certificates. but little did we realise, the only certificate that we couldn't see is our death certificate. so don't waste our time in this dunya.

And I am the Best of You : Sheikh Daood Butt

honestly, sheikh daood butt ni kelakar. muka kalau tengok nampak serious. tapi once dia cakap, kelakar.

5 main points that i can conclude 

1) Obedience of Allah  

we have to sacrifice a little bit in order to obey Allah. as what Ibrahim a.s did, he sacrifices his son because Allah ask him to do so.

2) Repentance

we have to follow the way our prophets asked forgiveness from Allah. they have a special yet specific du'a.

Adam a.s turned to Allah & ask for forgiveness. When we do something wrong, do we ask forgiveness from Allah immediately? T__T why don't we have trust? before going to sleep, analyze your day. Seek forgiveness from Allah. do we implement the knowledge that we have?

He also pointed out, don't put the book on the shelf until you read it at least the introduction. Put the Quran to our life. we need to CONSISTENTLY read the quran. Time is precious, you cannot buy it.

3) Steadfastness

istiqamah. start to implement the things that we know but we didn't do.

4) Trust

it's easy to lose hope & trust to Allah. but if we keep the trust & hope to Allah, we will get what we want.

5) Patience

Are You A Grateful Servant : Sheikh Sajid Umar

 i never attend his lecturer, honestly he is my new favourite sheikh now! heheh.

A man of excellence/ ihsan in everything he did, he worship Allah even better.

he said, being grateful is part of our faith.

the complete way of being grateful :

1) Tongue : thanking Allah by speak about it 

2) Body : thanking Allah with actions.

3) Heart : Iman & tawakal will become stronger.

Grateful to Allah --> REFORMING THE HEARTS

 thanked Allah for our own benefits to BUILD our JANNAH

we need to live the life beyond the grave; connected to the akhirah

If you're thankful, He will increase for you.

When He increase you --> Jannah is coming towards you 

if you want to thanks Allah, thanks to other people.

Love the Young One : Sheikh Assim Al-Hakeem

Rasulullah NEVER spanked,shouted or reprimanded a child. He gave unconditional love.

Prophet Muhammad never hit a child. Never. He love children, including those who were not his.

Whenever Rasulullah heard baby's crying, he will conclude the prayer.

don't delay your solat just because you have a baby to take care of.

learn how our Prophet Muhammad perform solat while the baby is around. He will put the baby on his shoulder during solat, and when he is about to sujud, he will put the baby aside.

and sheikh asked us, "when was the last time you kissed your children? when was the last time you hugged your children?" Be fair to your children, not only in financial gifts BUT you have to be equal to your offspring even in kissing. Fear Allah more than anything else. T__T

teach & practice muslim and prayers since they are young. we have to take care of our children because they are the one who will lead the future. Prophet Muhammad protect the children.

Paradise Guaranteed by Sheikh Tawfique Chowdury

Honestly, this is one of my favourite lecture with favourite speaker.

He is such an inspiration which is founder and chairman of Mercy Mission, a medical doctor and etc. 

please read his biography then. haha

7 things that will guaranteed you to Jannah ( start from lowest )

7) Putting a smile on a muslim's face.

"Whoever help muslim brother, Allah will help them". there is no other reward for one making muslim happy EXCEPT Jannah! Allah doesn't want us to enter Jannah alone, He want us to come in groups. Hand in hand. T__T

6) Perform hajj & umrah

hurry up on performing hajj and do as many as you can. to get mabrur hajj : -don't do haram things(protect your private parts/no sexual) and don't do evil deeds.

5) This is only for sisters. LISTEN TO YOUR HUSBAND

 woman who ever pray 5 prayers, protect her private parts and listen to your husband can enter Jannah through any door that she like. once you're getting married --> your husband has the right(haq) more than your parents.

4) protect your speech & private parts

 tongue can be control by speak less about the dunya. 

"rememberance of Allah is a cure, rememberance of people is DISEASE."

control your private parts by getting married early( get your young married early) to protect them. and married them to a good man/woman.

3)do deeds with Ikhlas

do any simple deeds with pure sincerity.spend a time during night(preferably before sleep) to do special deeds between you & Allah azzawajalla. anything even if it is a small deed as long as you're ikhlas.

2) Zikrullah ( Remembering of Allah)

always read ayatul Kursi after solat. read surah Al-Qul three times is equivalent to read the whole Quran. teach your family to read/learn surah Al-Mulk; who ever read it, saves from Jahannam & also azab kubur. inshaAllah. "READ THE QURAN". keep the tongue always in the rememberance of Allah.

1) Have iman in Allah & His Messenger

struggle with your blood,sweats, tears and joys for Allah. Don't work for the dunya, but work for the akhirah. when you work for Akhirah, Allah will give you ease in this dunya.

Bleeding Ummah : Sheikh Baker Ahmad Ghaith

Imam Masjid Al-Aqsa was giving his speech. honestly, i can't really focus on this lecture because it has two languages which is arabic & english.

but then, there are some notes that i jotted down.

sheikh baker said don't blame others. But seek for the truth. mainly, this lecture he told more about the palestine's issue. 

a true believer are brothers(ukhuwah)

to love one another, you must being UNITED.

everything about one muslim is indeed for ANOTHER MUSLIM.

don't abandon one another more than THREE days

RAISE THE HONOUR OF THIS DEEN

You will not enter the Jannah, until you're a true believer

A true believer loves one another.

that was about the first day lecture.

but after the lecture we were entertained by the most hilarious comedian yet inspiring,

OMAR REGAN!

and also bro Mu'adz Dzulkefly

okey, that's all. to be continued! please wait for the part two!

moving on

Bismillah.

Assalamualaikum everybody! hewhew. Have You Had Your Shake Today?

and and HAVE YOU READ YOUR QURAN TODAY? :)

moga semua orang baik-baik sahaja hari ni. i had so many thoughts in my mind that i want to spill it out. but hey, today i just wanna talk on consistency/istiqamah. hehe.

actually, i was accidentally scrolled down on twitter and saw a tweet sounds like this, "susah nak buang sesuatu yang sudah menjadi kebiasaan". tgk mcm, ala benda ni tak de ape pon kan?

tapi, as for me. sometimes we have to brainwash,brainstorm our mind. the ordinary things that we usually do, is it the right thing? and sometimes, the answer is no. and we know that we have to change. in every single thing we do, every single day, we have to reflect upon ourselves especially before we go to sleep. *i read this somewhere which i don't remember the book.sorry*

sometimes, we have or we need to go out from our ordinary things/comfort zone. think outside the box. be someone extraordinary. it may be hard, it may be though and difficult BUT it is possible :')

contoh la kan, orang yang nak lose weight, dia kena choose either nak makan benda yang dia biasa makan,kuantiti yang dia biasa makan or choose the right meal and the right plan. it ain't easy man! and i knew it. but, you have to choose which way that you want? and you need a plan, motivation, consistency on the plan, on the right meal that you choose.

memang payah siapa kata senang? sebab kite kena lawan dengan kehendak nafsu, kehendak diri kita, dengan thinking kita, dengan everything. but when you decide to go for the right way, result dia mcm mane? awesome bukan? so just chill and follow with the flow of the process. because at the end of your journey, there are good things awaiting for you.

macam tu juga bila kite choose utk berubah ke jalan yang lebih baik, jalan mencari redha Allah. jalan dia sgt susah dan payah, banyak cabaran. kalau takde consistency/ tak istiqamah, takde hati yang kuat/motivasi. agak2 kita kuat tak nak teruskan jalan dan jalan menuju redha Allah.agak2 syurga tu kita boleh dapat tak? semua benda kena consistent dalam dunia ni, adakah possible utk kita kearah syurga, kalau kita kejap tutup aurat, kejap buka aurat; zohor solat, asar tak solat. atau pun, hari ni solat; esok tak solat. *kecuali utk perempuan yang berhadas besar*

kalau rasa susah nak konsisten, buat checklist/log book on jadual harian kita. cnth mcm coachee saya, mostly kena buat food log utk apa yang dia makan, so i can detect if they don't get the result. mana yang salah supaya kita boleh recheck and adjust. macam tu jugak dgn kehidupan harian kita. kalau betul-betul nak berubah, nak be someone's better. buat checklist, supaya boleh rujuk blk betul ke benda yg kita buat. doa banyak-banyak. buat solat hajat, buat solat istikharah (okey, benda ni baru belajar dari kak atie masa GenH STS hari tu, rupanya ada baiknya kita buat solat istikharah setiap malam supaya esoknya Allah tunjuk jalan yang betul utk apa yg kita nak buat).

so, success is a process, don't expect for early result. don't expect for the perfect things to happen.

Success is not what we achieved, but it is a journey.

 all we need to do, just stretch a bit, hold tight to the rope of Allah. just push yourself to the limits, to be strong. whatever way you choose just take it to keep on moving forward. it's not the blessing from others that we count, BUT Allah's blessings and mercy that's matter. and always remember " REDHA ALLAH TERLETAK PADA REDHA IBU & AYAH". Alhamdulillah, Allah saves me and make me realize this thing. at least, to those who still have parents, we still have the doa & blessings from our parents yang sememangnya doa ibu itu makbul & takde hijab dengan Allah. let's do our best :')

and if you feel so down, feel so hopeless sampai rasa nak give up. penat, letih, susah nak sabar. just remember this ayat in the Quran ;

Allah promises us Jannah as the reward for all of our patient endurance in this life; and Jannah is the most beautiful place of rest. and i just remember " A Day in Paradise" slot in ToF2012. MasyaAllah, how beautiful the Jannah is. so everybody let's together. stay strong, finish strong until the end of our journey in this life as our goals are Jannah.Syurga Firdaus :')

remember it doesn't matter who we are now, BUT most importantly who we become. how we ended our life? Allah count all the efforts that we put towards His blessings. so just stay strong, and do our best even if  it is hard and bitter. JOM buat yang terbaik untuk jaga solat, konsisten baca Quran, tutup aurat dengan sempurna and so many things towards Maradhatillah :')

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dalam Herbalife ada 4 benda yg aku tau, selain kite retail, recruit and retention tapi ada jugaaa RECOGNITION. all of your hard works will be paid off and rewards. best takk? hehe. mmg kite kerja niat kena betul kerana Allah, tapi tak salah klu kite nak menghargai jasa-jasa org yg dah kerja keras sambil boleh give inspiration to other people kan? heee 

TWINS OF FAITH(ToF2012)

okey, sebenarnya on saturday tu aku sedih sebab tak dpt pergi. because i thought there is NO on-side ticket will be sold. haa pandai lagi buat conclusion. tapi Allah Maha Baik, tau aku nak learn something from there, Allah gerakkan hati aku baca semuaaaaaa tweet yg org2 yg pergi sana live. hehe. then, suddenly ada org bagi tau. HARI AHAD harga tiket rm30. so aku mmg decide terus nak pergi after kick off. no matter what happen. even, i knew i came there very late almost 6 pm. but I asked Allah, Ya Allah please help me and give me something that I can see and can touched my heart. ALHAMDULILLAH.

Eventhough sangat2 lambat tapiiii Allah bukak pintu hati bagi nampak apa yg aku nak cari dlm tu. SubhanAllah :)

3 slot yang aku sempat masuk. nak share sikit apa yg aku dpt ;

1st slot - RISING UP TO THE CHALLENGE(CALLING FOR FUND RAISING) :

• our death is near; do not hold your money. Invest for your children's education, invest for your family's health. MAXIMISE YOUR INVESTMENT
• give sadaqah; help other people who really need. YOU'RE GOING TO BUY YOUR JANNAH
• how? by giving sadaqah and help other people especially the one who really needs it. sebab apa itulah sumber saham akhirat kita :')
• waktu ni seriously, realise yang betapa perlunya kita untuk jadi Muslim yang kaya. sebab apa sebab orang-orang yang ditindas selalunya sebab takde duit. Perlunya kita jadi MUSLIM yang KAYA supaya kita boleh bagi dan sumbang sambil protect MUSLIM yang lain daripada ditindas.
• waktu ni memang rasa nak menangis, sebab real depan mata org yg betul2 niat nak sumbang ke jalan Allah sanggup gadai barang kemas mereka.

2nd slot ( the one that i love the most)
- A DAY IN PARADISE -by Tawfique Chowdhury

• as you enter Jannah, all the Angels ( malaikat) will give salam to you and smile. the smile will cause huge lightning. SubhanAllah
• on Friday, is the day where you can meet everyone; even Rasulullah and his sahabats.
• on Friday also is the day where you can have one to one session with Allah s.w.t.
• once, you're done meeting Allah, you will passing through a huge market amazingly and exclusively constructed for you to shop. *maksudnye lebih kurang waktu ni semua yg kite infaqkan ke jalan Allah, kite dpt reward dia* if i'm not mistaken. correct me if I'm wrong :)
• ketua semua bidadari, yang merupakan permaisuri istana di syurga tu, PALING CANTIK, adalah isteri di dunia. Dan melihat kecantikan Permaisuri ni, si suami akan ignore semua isteri2 lain, dan hanya nampak isteri di dunia sahaja.SubhanAllah
• the greatest tragedy is: if you enter Jahannam, you will NEVER be able to meet ALLAH. *Nauzubillah*

DUA :
 oh Allah, please enter me to Jannah,
oh Allah, please enter me to Jannah.,
oh Allah, please enter me to Jannah,
oh Allah, please don't deny to meet me,
oh Allah, please enter me to Jannah because that is the reason why you create me.

*nangis*

slot last : Abdurraheem Green

•  love in Dunya ---> will destroy your IKHLAS
• if you are afraid of what people may say/think about you. it means that you fear the people MORE than you fear ALLAH
• The difference between sahabats & us = IKHLAS ; QUALITY OF DEEN = LEVEL of IKHLAS
• THINK ABOUT WHY YOU'RE DOING THE ACTION. IT'S ALL ABOUT WHY. WHAT IS YOUR NIAT & INTENTION? * okey, benda ni pon aku belajar dalam herbalife, why is much more important than how! see? *
• hide your good deeds as good as you hide your sins. T__T *lesson: jangan mengungkit*

 constantly remind yourself about the Akhirat, constantly remind yourself about Jannah --> then, you will feel this Dunya is nothing!

and on the Day of Judgement, Allah will ask WHAT DID YOU DO WITH YOUR YOUTH?

waktu ni memang tersentap gila-gila, terfikir yang apa yang aku spend masa youth. Alhamdulillah, Allah sedarkan masa usia yang masih muda. sampai sekarang it keeps playing in my head. nak jawab apa klu Allah tanya? nak cakap, i spend my youth by doing this and that, facebook? lepaking with friends? T___T *nangis air mata berjurai-jurai time ni*

nak cakap i spend my mom & dad's money at the shopping complex? takkan nak cakap macam tu. think people think! we are supposed to be a thinking people - Abdurraheem Green

Tawfique Chowdhury

He is expressing his journey to convert into Islam in a beautiful way, subhanAllah :')

 one word yang memang ingat dari apa yg dia express;

it's not all about time.

the decision is within your hands!

maksudnya, nak buat apa-apa there is NO RIGHT time. if you want to make and do something, just decide!and make actions. don't procrastinate because the time will not waiting for you.

and tiba-tiba teringat yang kak yana cakap the same thing!

I LOVE THIS AYAT SO MUCH.

"then which of the blessing of your Load, will you both (Jinn and Men) deny? " [Ar-Rahman]

kalau perasan, Allah sebut ayat ni sangat banyaaaaakk kali dalam surah Ar-Rahman.

kalau korang hayati dalami betul-betul ayat ni, seriously boleh menangis teresak-esak.

pheww pheww tak tau dah nak cakap macam mana.

korang memang kena pergi Twins of Faith ni kalau betul-betul nak berubah to be a better Muslim

dekat sini jugak, dia ada cakap pasal dreams. Dream Big. but dreams will not come true without ACTIONS. actions come from? DECISIONS.! so apa-apa pon betul kan niat, decide betul-betul. don't wasting our youth and time with the non benefit things okey :)

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